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Broken Beginnings: Conclusion
Chapter Forty Four:
Sunday January.13.2019
I am thankful for little things like being able to go to Church, which I guess when you come to think about it aren’t all that little. I still struggle at times, and have had a few act as if what happened to me was my fault, that I was somehow to blame for a crazy person running me off the road, and crazy is the politest term I can use, because he was not crazy, he was well I guess evil would be a better term for what he is, an evil man ruled by hate, that would be a better description of this man, but thankfully those who blame me for what happened are the exception not the rule. I am blessed with a good support system and a family who cares, along with a church family.
Somedays are harder than others though, there are times I have to push myself simply to go to Church, but when I do go, I do not regret going. I’ve learned to listen to my body though and can tell when I really should stay home, days when things just do not feel right, when I do not feel right.
I’m not going to give up just for the sake of giving up though, and if I am able to without risking my health, I will push through the pain and go to Church, or do whatever else it is I need to do, and honestly I tend to feel better when I have something to keep my mind occupied. I’m grateful for that too, because I like being able to do things, whether it’s attending a Church service or hanging out with Naomi. I…