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The Vanishing:

Michelle Renee Kidwell
5 min readMar 14, 2023

Baby Steps

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Chapter Thirty:

As soon as we got home, Rachel shut herself off from us. She shut herself off, which was understandable. In the past six years, she had been held prisoner by a madman.

The only thing on my mind was to reach out to Rachel, to tell her that everything would be okay. Truthfully, I didn’t know whether she’d be okay again. She had been hurt in ways I could not comprehend. As Bobe understood more about pain than most of us, she also tried reaching out to Rachel, but her attempts were met with dead eyes and silence.

I hated what my sister had suffered at the hands of the monster. It was not fair to call the person who had hurt Rachel a man. No one who hurts another the way deserves that title.

I had been hurt too, hurt by the man, because I had gotten to close. Even if he had not pulled the trigger I had no doubt he was the reason I was in this chair, paralyzed. But Rachel’s pain ran so much deeper than what I was going through my scars were physical, but Rachel’s went soul deep and I wanted to reach out to her, making sure she was okay. But Rachel was shutting me out, shutting everyone out. She needed time, I understood that. Healing wasn’t one giant step forward it was a thousand tiny steps.

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Michelle Renee Kidwell
Michelle Renee Kidwell

Written by Michelle Renee Kidwell

Faith is the strength by which a shattered world shall emerge in the light: Helen Keller http://www.facebook.com/fansofMichellerkidwell

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